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JettisonIt's funny how important one tiny band of gold can be.
Its' warming color exudes love- affection- tenderness-
a collection I cannot fill on my own.
It follows me, lurking just beyond the corners.
This desolate wanting of something so inherently meaningless to the masses.
But to me, it is more than a promise of eternal assistance-
it is my deepest wish, my greatest desire.
To know that abandonment is now simply a slain soldier on the battlefield of my life...
A shadow; a ghost.
It consumes me....
wanting more than promises, more than words.
I need this more than anything, more than the next breath I take.
It makes me wonder really...
If I'm in this for him, or for that elusive desire of release from the demons that haunt me.
I may never discover the answer, but, I fear this question-
It may become that the demons of old no longer taunt and tease,
but new devils arise and strike my soul to sorrow the pity of my decisions.
Did I accept an eternal life with the man I love... or with the si
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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